Gone with the wind

All hail miss independent, hard but soft... 
Body of a goddess, heart of stone...
Hail! Hail!!! The queen of broken hearts
Lips of sweet lies and kisses of death's art

I fell in love with a stripper, not a keeper
My eyes are wide open, it feels like death
The pain goes deep... deeper with every breath
My time was up before it started, take me o Reaper

Love is sweet they say, no one told me what price I'd pay
Slave to the thoughts of the honey lady
Stung by her bee-auty

Heart is broken, damaged beyond repair
Sorrow, anguish, bitterness and despair
I'll give out the little pieces till there's nothing left
Nothing left of my heart... Empty... Gone with the wind

Dying wishes

Dying wishes... Sea level low, drying fishes... 
I cant let it show, I cant let her know
But I think its killing me, im fighting leeches
I shouldn't have, but I dont regret it
It wouldn't have happened if I tried to reset it
But time... never listens to anyone
Never waits, never goes back
Even if I tried, fate wouldn't let it
Now she's fading away, fudge smoking off
All I have is decay; once thought it was love

Diary of a scared crow... Have mercy cupid, where's thy bow? 
Ifedayo

I'm here

Walk me through the wilderness of your lonely thoughts, I promise to help you find a way...

Teach me how to read your eyes, tell me how to listen, so that my words may never go astray...

It's getting dark within me, all moist with no tender, once colourful; now nothing but grey...

I can't let go, because it might be my last. Scared of what they said, I never listened to my own reflection...

But now before I go, remember the first time we promised there wasn't going to be a last time
The last time I tried reaching for you wasn't the first time, you look so far away...

So far away, so gone... The trail of emptiness kills the greens of your footsteps...

It feels weird and empty, but that shadow gives me hope... From far away like a faint lighthouse...

I'm here... 
                 Ifedayo

Goodbye, not forever.

When I said goodbye, I didn't mean forever
You walked away, but the feelings stayed behind
Miles away from here, but the memories hold so closely
Now I'm here, praising myself for being so strong
So strong because I thought I'd never live without you
The movies, and other fun places; I thought I'd never leave without you

We made a glass of promises and filled it up with emptiness
We built a tower of love but we named it Babylon
Why couldn't we remember the moments we shared? 
The things we said, the way we laughed and the rain...
Why did we end it all so soon? Why?
Was it all worth it? Maybe not for you, no
But for me...
I'm just reminiscing... trying to relive those days and nights
We are done... but we learned...
That's a good start to get better...

Ifedayo

Peace in Pieces

Heart broken into pieces
All vague; I don't even understand what peace is
Whenever I close my eyes, you are all I see
All I see in the arms of another 
The joy of your memories leaving... farther
My eyes are sore, my heart does the crying
My lips shut tight, my pen does the talking

Here lies another victim of idiocy
Warned but never learns, acute decadency
Wallowing in guilt, swallowing its consequences
Because all hope seems lost, not a ray of light shining
No silver lining, long days of irrecoverable darkness
"I told you it would happen again" and it did

And now, I'll never see him again
I wish he had left with the pain
It hurts so much, again and again
Nothing else matters, because what once did was gone

Still, I will try again.

Again... not now, but again...

It will get better... because...

I remember.... There's still something here for me

Ifedayo